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Thursday, 8 July 2010 9:52 pm
im suddenly fill with much love to overflowing..but then i wondered who can i give this love to? then my feelings suddenly wnt verr low.. cause i dont have anybody to share it with.... =/ that is all. Thursday, 1 July 2010 11:09 pm
Need You Now LyricsPicture perfect memories scattered all around the floor Reachin' for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymore And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind For me it happens all the time It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now woah woaaah. Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now And I don't know how I can do without I just need you now I just need you now (wait) Ooo, baby, I need you now Welcome To My Life Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like, what it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life its just how i've been feeling this past few... days?weeks?months? idk how long.. cause it seems to drag as long as i've known.. its just im sick of the pretense.. yet im stuck.. why are we bluffing so much? this isn't supposed to be the way things work.. you said you know me.. you said you could tell something was wrong, something happened.. so what if you knew me well? so what. even if you think you know me well, even if you do know me well... well im sorry.. I DON'T KNOW OR RECOGNISE YOU AT ALL. im not your ________.. i don't even tell you my problems.. i seem happy going and easy and fun on the outside.. but do you know.. sometimes im darn SICK of listening.. its not even worth listening.. psh. what are you, but just someone in life i have to pass through. i only want to live for myself and myself alone. not even my family was there for me. i even had to comfort other people. did you know how depressed i was. did you know what its like to put on a comforting smile and say reassuring words when all you want to do is cry. do you know? |