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Wednesday, 19 May 2010 12:08 am
you know..i can never understand how people do it when they say 'im sad' or 'im angry' and so they just put on earplugs, and on very loud music.. how does they help you. for me it doesnt get me distracted. on the contrary i feel worse. my brain will keep generating new thoughts.. however loud the music is.. whichever upbeat song i play.. it will just not help and be in the background.. so. music doesnt help me AT ALL. however; TV, youtube, going out, alcohol , talking to random people like yong gui , ila, gariel , dolly, jovi.... it helps.. there may be some blank spaces here and there.. but on the whole.. it helps. ((: i think that for me.. visual and auditory distraction combined is good.. it keeps my brain working on somethings else without running away from me and telling me stuff i dont want to listen.. frankly. dear blog. i tired and scared of people aroud me dying.. im petrified. so when i hear another news about someone dying.. i put on a smile and run away.. i dont want to think.. i dont even go and see her anymore.. im just running and running even though its constantly at the back of my head.. it seems like im better of avoiding and running away.. who knows when someones going to die. i dont want to be hurt anymore. |