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Monday, 26 October 2009 6:45 pm
  forgive me for wanting such a cute cute person for a brother! and yes i took his picture without him knowing.. dont sue me. =D Thursday, 22 October 2009 9:26 pm
today, as i sit there and listen.i can actually feel the pain from the patient. and i know this sounds weird but i almost cried.. at the end i dont understand how they treat it as another good case, another good interview. theres so much pain you just feel like hugging him and tell him its alright that he is in safe hands.. but you cant. aiyaa.. i dunno why i so emo after the interview/ mental state examination.. and i keep thinking about it thinking about how i want to help him but i cant, and he's in a different ward too. he's really such a nice person, and if i can i would really want to help him and see him grow. he said he wants to be a tuition teacher, and he said he has a girlfriend, so why doesnt he have hope for his future? haish. emo. J is damn cute! =P so is thomas.. and the dunno what kah.. i forgot his name.. =X M is such a sweet sweet fellow and E is soo good in socialising.. so many many bright futures i see, but yet im only here for 2 weeks. its a sad thing really. then i come home, i read jean's blog and realise im soo not in touch with society.. life now is, work home sleep work home sleep. tsk. i dont even get to see ila often too! =( crap. i just realise tom orrow is friday and we havent finish preparing for activity.. oh no! must go find liping.. oh by the way.. i realise that advertisments should put words like crop or crisp.. someone who happen to glance through will be reading the word 'crap' and have to read again.. its darn funny.. happen alot of time already.. or maybe im just old and my mind is playing illusions.. lols! =X anyways, good nights. Wednesday, 21 October 2009 4:45 pm
sleep is essential during attachment. especially when one is attachment to IMH, woodbridge.. seriously.therefore, the mini number of people who actually spend time to read this blog, i appreciate you. in turn, be thankful. HA! =X big and rounded eyes, full of emotion lights up beautifully when he smiles full of yearning sadness when he stands at a corner wonderful creation of God a child stuck in time that cute irresistible hello just makes me want to bring him home his darn darn darn cute.. and if i had it my way, i want him as my brother. dear God, exchange please!! he reminds me of the patient who had a broken leg.. such trusting eyes, yet i hurt him. i feel so sad.. if i could i'll turn back time and maybe do something about it.. oh nevermind, i doubt someone understands. morning shift tomorrow, damn it. bipolar A.D.O.N works morning, shit. and the pt. is discharged today! cannot see his darn cute face and his darn cute smile saying hi. ='( Monday, 19 October 2009 9:27 pm
 TADA!!!! -bows-thankyou! (: Saturday, 17 October 2009 12:30 am
live in the now, for the now. and enjoy it.just a little bit more honey, hang in there. Wednesday, 14 October 2009 12:49 pm
Tuesday, 13 October 2009 3:39 pm
this is just gonna be a short post..lols! havent all my recent posts been quite short.. (: i used to like blogging.. but by and by, im just getting lazier i guess.. and nobody's reading anywayy.. cause nobody's been tagging for 10thousand years.. so i just come once in a while to keep the blog somewhat, alive. alright.. heres the update.. wasted my holiday away.. going out, slacking at home, going to take care of my grandmother.. i forgot when, seemed like the holiday went by like a breeze. and this week is the last week. yesterday i got a call from fazila.. the attachments placings/itp are out.. soo.. next week for 2 weks im attachment to imh.. the following 2 weks at kkh.. yupp, haven't even start school, attachment first.. yippee. ohh by the way. im not emo-ing.. (: i was wondering about attachments/itp other courses, their itp is a one shot, 6 months, end of the 3yr course. ours is multiple multiple itp, fragmented timing, all around the 3yr course. sometimes, its fun.. sometimes, its not. sometimes, its taxing.. sgh, nuh, ttsh just finished their attachments last week. next week their going attachments again. i admire. i miss them soo.. havent sen them for about 2 months plus already.. looking forward to school reopening, stuck with attachments. -SIGH!- i hope during kk(peads) that i will and can control myslef. you know, i dislike small people. already those babies- all crying until you feed them. so you feed the first baby and on and on. when you get to the last baby, the first starts crying again for diaper change. that wann really needed alot of patience sia.. i hope peads will be better.. although i doubt it.. but, dear Lord give me strength, tolerance and wisdom. =/ i hope jeans wrist gets better.. her exams are coming soon.. dear Daddy God.. heal. amen. tonight im going work with daddy.. (: pay is a damn satisfactory thing.. hahaa! i hope attachment 'pay' comes in quick. im soo pok-ed already. God bless my bank account, turn it into gold. (: im trying to watch bleach.. but the video doesn't want to load properly.. jovi says that bleach and naruto is vulgar.. lols! what the the "teh meh" and "bakaero" but is not bad lahh.. especially naruto.. (: i guess, its the rare anime that i like.. i really like it. not because jean intro-ed it.. but i don't know.. i just like it.. but its still ongoing!!! so i had to pause watching.. tahan.. cause i dont like it when you watch to the end and have to wait for the next episode.. its damn "zek ark". i wonder whether is there any anime thats like a good show or a story book like twilight or something.. no fighting and all.. so sian to watch people die, so heartache to be reminded of the people who left.. ohh.. talking about twilight, new moon's coming out! straight after my birthday.. (: how awesome is that! iknowright! and and.. phua chu kang is back too! =D yayyness! i cant wait to watch it tonight man! new season! actually if they replayed the old seasons oso happy.. but now got new season.. people become old and new people are added in.. =D rosie tay became thinner, phua chu kang became older.. i wonder what became of aloyssius? i don't how to spell that name.. hahaa! next time if i had children (which i doubt) if its a boy i will name him aloyssius or raphael.. damn glam names.. (: if its a girl.. probably gabrielle? some class name.. lols! wads it to me today man!! waiting for bleach to load become a little cuckoo already.. =D ohh i realise.. todays post, is not very short.. =D Wednesday, 7 October 2009 12:34 am
 HAHAHAHA!!! !! im sorry! i just had to show this to people.! =D
Tuesday, 6 October 2009 2:14 pm
aishas wedding..i got a sms late the night before from ila.. she said that she would not be able to make it to aishas wedding afterall.. somehow, i guess i was kind of expecting that.. cause i wasnt really disappointed cause maybe i gotta feeling that more people will ps.. i guess lifes like that. anway.. dian, tina, monas friend, idayu and her fiance went to the wedding.. although it wasn't long.. but it was nice and happy while is lasted.. (: after that went to white sand to wait for xue ming cause i wanted to see her pierce ear.. in the end waited to long.. from abt 3 to 5 plus.. then went home.. i saw jovi and her mother before that.. aunty had a operation cause a shelf fell down on her shoulder while she was working.. it was nice seeing them.. you know white sand has a new shop.. at the ex-ben n jerrys shop. its a yorgurt shop.. very interesting.. get as much yogurt as you want and you pay by weight.. nice huh! and alot of toppings! toppings are free!! so exciting.. i wanted to try but had no money.. aunty offered to treat.. but i refused.. lols! cannot be pampered already.. must stand on your own feet! (: sunday was normal.. dawn asked if i wanted to go ikea eat with them.. i refused, cramps. actually, i was kind of suprised that she would ask.. (: i thought she would just say hi or just continue walking.. i was suprised cause.. well, i havent been talking to them much since even before jean left. neither have i been going to nets or edge. i think you should know why.. sigh, its sad.. but its probably better this way. monday, daddy went to tour agency the whole day.. so i stayed at home, watch shugo chara, bath eifle clean his cage, talk to ames about bread, talk to jean on skype, think about going to london scotland that side with mummy and daddy.. you know, the norms.. i really want to go london, but mummy says i have to pay myself.. but im not working or anything.. tsk. you know so darn pissed with samuel tan. how come he is sooooo 2-faced! i dont understand how does everybody except him?? doesnt people just realised his such a double face person? and i dont know why but i still remeber people supporting him! example? he does something, and i didnt like it, so i told him off. so he starts talking back to me. me! his older sister! then of all the people, the wise D turns and admolished me. walao, shock of my life. and i know maybe im too touchy but when people put his name infront of mine.. i dont know, it gets to me. i know them longer yet his closer. it gets on my nerves. im disgusted, yes, disgusted at samuel tan. the bloody 2-faced ass. his friends should all stay with him, see how dirty he is.. see his room, attitude.. aiya whatever lah! schools starting soon. i cant wait.. i dont think i'll go out with jovi today.. but tommorrow. dont want to see my granmother so soon.. its not that i dont love her.. but she reeally gives alot of trouble.. she cant hear and cant remember and stubborn also.. sigh. i been complaining too much.. forgive me. (: friday, kk appt: clinic D-gynae. 1530hrs. the doctor that pisses me of. give me wrong and expensive medicine. screw him. how? i also want to go out with dolly on friday leh.. -sigh- |