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Tuesday, 28 July 2009 11:13 pm
blogger is a bit screwed up huh. tsk!today shamugum left.. so i dont know why but didnt really bother about team2 much.. i feel like i was kind of working like a robot.. they want this, this i give to you.. just that.. minimal HEARTware involvement.. felt very screwed the whole day.. i think.. maybe im not really that cut out for this job.. for the fact that i cant let go.. everytime i will feel attached to certain patient(s).. and when they are discharge i will be like a robot or i will just emo.. cause i feel empty.. and probably.. thats why God keeps taking people away from my life.. to teach me to let go.. if thats so.. goodness, its a hard hard hard lesson.. =( i hope hope, really really hope that this attachment i will get good grades.. cause i really put all my heart into this.. totally drained myself.. =/ today gariel was pissed.. cause i got the feeling that he got the feeling that CI was picking on him... *sigh* actually he quite jia lat also.. ownself in attachment different shift.. then the yuan ping left also.. so i think when dylia same shift as him he kena until quite bad cause only focus on him.. never seen him that pissed before.. somemore he did try to do a good job.. but i think he really didnt know what dylia wanted.. i think, what dylia wated was to link and sum everything up.. view the patient wholistically.. and also to expect, assess, plan and link everything up.. gosh.. i hope tomorrow when he pas s report everything will go smoothly.. -fingers crossed- okays good nights man!! tomorrow need to wake up early go to school with fazilah wong smash.. =D |