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Tuesday, 30 June 2009 11:23 am
woke up yesterday, thought about how much i must touch up on psych project and finding solutions for the stats and hoping cao xins alright for her research..stressed out and started getting angry and somehow venting on ramona who gave me the email.. super nice email.. =D went out with ramona go town.. had uber much fun.. me and ramona poke our ear.. she poke 2 holes.. i poke 1.. hahaa! damn pain ah.... i really want to buy heels for weiyi's wedding.. and i know what kind i want to buy alreay.. i jus need to find the right price to match it too.. hahaa! then went home.. came home, and all the work smses for project came in.. apparently someone cant cope with us and blames us for that.. at firt, i was uber pissed. i mean, who are you to boss me around? im your leader leh.. right? but then after that.. i just feel like laughing at her.. i was thinking, why do you tell me your problems? im not your counsellor or best friend or momma.. correct right.? i know im very mean at saying this but seriously? must we take you through step by step? and your a senior already, dont tell me you have never done projects before. all im asking for is some standard. but your work is like a secondary school's.. where you take information and chuck. copy and paste. whatever, im just wasting my time on you. but then again, if we dont see you through, we'r gonna sabo ourselves too.. my group say never gotten a 'B' for presentations.. all 'A's.. and you better not spoil our A.. or i'll slap you. i really will. i stinking pissed off with myself cause nowadays i cant sleep at night.. then i wake up so late in the morning.. whats wrong with me? sarah tan, even if you sleep late, can you wake up early.. its uper irritating to wake up at like 10.30-11.. even when you set alarm. -must go and dig my ear already.. im sorry if anyone reads this post.. cause to me today doesnt feel right.. like a bomb waiting to explode. im expecting the worst. like a nervous wreck. all i want to do is let go.. but even when i let go, i have to come back. and when i come back, theres punishment.. dear God, i will continue to believe.. phillipians 4:13 & 19 cause his words are ye and amen. |