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Monday, 1 June 2009 7:40 pm
ohmygosh.!exam is tomorrow and i havent studied yet.. i think i'll most probally pass lab prac.. (fingers crossed) i hope i can pass research method i finish reading and understand lecture 5,6,7 and 8.. goodness! dont start me on stats and projects and all.. *sigh* but poly is still fun.. hahaa! you know what? im soo sick, of people writting their blogs in their own language and all.. if is not meant for the world world to read please state so.. or cann put there big big - this is not meant for you to see. or something.. aiya, whatever lah. this is just vent-tation.. =/ 1) your tired of whatever and whatever and want to study and shits. then good for you. i will talk to you again, but im still pissed of. the more i see you, the more i think of you, the more im pissed of. and todayi was shocked by a question, didnt know why? becos things rite now r sooo fucked up, whatever i said/replied to that question, was crap and bullshit. well, most of it, 90%.. 2)today, i so badly want to be with you 24/7.. in class with you, when you pon lectures to do project work.. boy i miss you soo much, and you dont know that. ='/ i want to talk to you everyday like last year, i want to laugh with you, i want to msg u everyday, i want to go out with you.. and everytime i hear that song, i think of u and all.. i want to see u soo badly everyday, everytime i walk closer to there, keep wanting to see you, but then i will walk away disappointed.. and everytime i will pray, "God, lay my pulsating heart to rest, let me love only you God. i dont want this feeling to him anymore." and pray as much as i do, my racing pulse, the pain in my heart just increases everytime i see you. damn. 3)i think you freaking use-ing me and dolly. you ass. today i finally understood. fuck you, go die. (: *erm, if you read the above, all 3 are different people. (:* please please please dear daddy God, let me pass everything tomorrow.. let it be; the "cathete-terisation" , or NG and suction. please please please..tolong tolong tolong.. ifeellikechangingchurch,icantkeeprunningaway.maybeaftercamp. |