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Tuesday, 30 June 2009 11:23 am
woke up yesterday, thought about how much i must touch up on psych project and finding solutions for the stats and hoping cao xins alright for her research..stressed out and started getting angry and somehow venting on ramona who gave me the email.. super nice email.. =D went out with ramona go town.. had uber much fun.. me and ramona poke our ear.. she poke 2 holes.. i poke 1.. hahaa! damn pain ah.... i really want to buy heels for weiyi's wedding.. and i know what kind i want to buy alreay.. i jus need to find the right price to match it too.. hahaa! then went home.. came home, and all the work smses for project came in.. apparently someone cant cope with us and blames us for that.. at firt, i was uber pissed. i mean, who are you to boss me around? im your leader leh.. right? but then after that.. i just feel like laughing at her.. i was thinking, why do you tell me your problems? im not your counsellor or best friend or momma.. correct right.? i know im very mean at saying this but seriously? must we take you through step by step? and your a senior already, dont tell me you have never done projects before. all im asking for is some standard. but your work is like a secondary school's.. where you take information and chuck. copy and paste. whatever, im just wasting my time on you. but then again, if we dont see you through, we'r gonna sabo ourselves too.. my group say never gotten a 'B' for presentations.. all 'A's.. and you better not spoil our A.. or i'll slap you. i really will. i stinking pissed off with myself cause nowadays i cant sleep at night.. then i wake up so late in the morning.. whats wrong with me? sarah tan, even if you sleep late, can you wake up early.. its uper irritating to wake up at like 10.30-11.. even when you set alarm. -must go and dig my ear already.. im sorry if anyone reads this post.. cause to me today doesnt feel right.. like a bomb waiting to explode. im expecting the worst. like a nervous wreck. all i want to do is let go.. but even when i let go, i have to come back. and when i come back, theres punishment.. dear God, i will continue to believe.. phillipians 4:13 & 19 cause his words are ye and amen. Monday, 29 June 2009 1:22 am
i cant sleep... dont know why..its been like this since fridays night cycling.. and also cause my granma is busy cling-clonging in the kitchen at 1.30am.. gosh. sooo... im here to blog lorr.. =D i want to hear carmens podcast at the edge.. cause i didnt go to theedge that day.. been thinking, some people seem like so holy, so connected to God.. buden you dont see it.. cause to me, when your filled with the holy spirit, your filled to the over-flowing.. and somehow, i dont sense the over flow.. and sometimes is opposite of overflow.. i dont know man.. im just saying what i think.. orites.. (: moving on.. LATER, got project meeting.. -..- her work seriously stinks.! and im not ashamed to say it. marhaini already blasted her, and she doesnt buck up.. even i, the uber blur sotong who always kena scolding from marhaini, also can see she really doesnt put effort.. cause even i had to guide her.. maybe cause shes sick with fever or something.. but this modules work should have been long over.. cause it was the second module we started.. so we should have finished it cause all we have to do was find information and arrange it in slides.. goodness. i suddenly feel like drinking jolly shandy.. hahaa! and watching 大哥大's magic show! cause one of the judges really super handsome! =D i think the statistics blog i have to rearrange again.. cause i just realise that i should have posted back to front cause the later dates come in front.. alamacks! nevermind! after i collaborate all and all then i shuffle.. (: i want to watch movies!! and go out with dolly go bugis buy her domo shirt.. hahaa! maybe see around got clothing cann buy go weiyi jies wedding wear.. even though i already thought of what to wear already.. but come that day confirm mummy something not right with my dressing wann.. lols! or something like that.. talk about wedding.. ohh, those days when i was flower girl (i really was, for quite a few times too).. now is pass on to the next generation already.. to my nieces and nephew and youngest cousin.. oh, those were the days.. hahaa! i want to get slim! then next wedding try to be bridesmaid! hahaa!! =P next wedding.... oh! james gor and weifen! ooooo cannot wait! =D more hong paos next year!!!! lalala~ hahaa! alrights.. i shall go watch the magic show already.. =D   liu qian the magician..very handsome right!!! HAHAA!!! ohmygosh! his magic tricks make me high lah.. =P its damn awesome! you should go youtube watch.. =D ohh, bytheway.. thank you mona for tagging.. hahaa! (: .. my tagboards half dead la.. oei. Saturday, 27 June 2009 10:20 pm
went bowling on friday night at E!Hub..actually was supposed to meet at 10.30.. but zi hengs was uber excited so he reached there first.. buden dunno where he go also.. then me and samueltan actually thought bring bycyles to the DTE there.. but PANCHET!! no air!! and also no air pumping thingy.. so left our bikes there bus-ed to DTE played bowling first.. reached there right, saw matthew, he said need to queue up.. i didnt know need to queue up lorr! cause that time class chalet went bowling with half of the 38s and ayu, dont need to queue leh! hahaa! nvm! anyways.. need to queue, then the queue number is 141, and the number calling was 116!! gosh! mus wait long way lorr!! after that saw shuan, jean and zi heng.. they were carrying those ntuc plastic bags, inside got cup noodles and drinks and crackers and all.. gosh! i thought, wahh! so on ah?.. actually, it was all shaun's.. cause he was going to slack the whole week with his cup noodles and all.. iknowright! saw becky too! cause didnt expect her and her mother to come cause she was having exams and all.. we found a place to sit then they were chatting away.. jean ask me go and check the queue number.. guess what?? the queue number was........ 117!! bagus! improved 1 number!! yayy!! -..- so decided to go coffee bean slack abit, and eujinn wanted to sleep too cause he was uber tired.. went to coffee bean, then suddenly soong teng came! hahaa! i thought she coincidentally saw us then came in to say hi or something.. actually she was joining us wann.. haha! jean didnt say! cheated our feelings! tsk! after that went back to the bowling alley cause our number was nearing.. (: oh, before that shaun and matthew went off.. to sleep and to meet friends respectively.. when finally got our number.. jean, eujinn, samueltan, ziheng, and becky went to play bowling.. becky play 1 game only cause she had to go home to study.. soongteng and me became the longkang people.. so we didnt play.. hahaa!   this is ziheng's bowling pose.. this is samueltan's bowling pose.. this is eujinn's damn glam bowling pose.. hahaa! very nice right! me and soongteng! the hopeless-at-bowling people.. this is the scores for the second game.. i took this picture cause i like the guys expression.. hahaa! i see already want to laugh.. =D reached changi village.. saw this cat curled up.. so cute..
okok! Friday, 26 June 2009 7:08 pm
i hope that you will spend some time to read this post.. (: watch this video.. in this world, this is what they mean by love.
To save you from yourself. Tuesday, 23 June 2009 12:00 am
today..went to school for project work until like.. 4+.. then was like too tired then went to sleep.. marhaini took picture!!! after project.. went to the long johns at amk to eat.. then went to get my solero!!!!! =D ultimate happiness! lalala~ sent marhaini off in her 22 bus.. went to IMM.. couldnt get that 1 buck necklace cause it was sold out!! disappointed. ooo.. then went to mini toons bought my long awaited slippers! =D happiness! ok. end of the day.. kaethanksbye! =D Sunday, 21 June 2009 2:33 pm
this blog is a free space.and its mine, so i cann say whatever i want. i think, the dalai lama, is just an old man going to die one day. yes, i really think that.. googled him up today, saw his pictures and was disappointed. hahaa! really! cause i thought he so.. like mother theresa or something.. cheh, his just a old chinese virgin man. no life. i say, he's gotta have Jesus in his life man! i sense emptiness just looking at his pictures.. and anyways, i have absolutely no idea what he has done for this world and what things he sacrificed. unlike my God.. my daddy God who loves me many many.. =D Saturday, 20 June 2009 4:52 pm
church camp is AWESOME!! (:Priest Jude and Pastor Becky preached.. =D although we didnt stay in the best hotel and the games made me give my max to the max.. but the services was awesome and alot of people were blessed.. first day Pastor Jude preached about Justification.. about how God paid a debt he didn't owe.. and We had a debt we couldn't pay.. and because of it, and only because of this that we cann be innocent again.. the second service he talked about Salvation.. and he asked us. is your MIND saved? cause your heart may be saved because of God, but your body and your actions are another thing.. and i learnt that Jesus is saving me from MYSLEF. the third service Pastor Jude talked about maturity.. about how we should not always be Gods baby and keep crying but we should start owning people for God. after that at night i was suddenly thinking.. i havent pooped since sunday.. gosh. (its not random, got link wann!) the 3rd day, fourth service... we went to the adults side to listen to their speakers and all.. oh, mygosh. about half of the youth went to sleep. i almost did, really. but i listened to him lahh.. he talked about Family, about the men being the head of the house. to be honest, i didnt really agree with alot of what he spoke. and i will not say it here because i think that its quite sensitive. and you know what?? because of what he said right.. my constipation lifted. HAHAA! really really! went to toilet and pooped. =D after that Jude came to speak. the first thing he said was. "I im the man of the house. but my wife is the neck which turns the head.!" so agree with him lahh! =D he's awesome as always! he then talked about the church and prayer. his services are all so cool and nice and awesome and all, i can't begin to even describe it. =D hahaa.. cause he really brings depth to what he preaches and he also walk the walk.. (: then after that was FREE TIME!! went to bajaya to see the rooms and it was like KING-ed compared to us which is like pauper. cause we have to climb stairs all the time too.. went to watch night at the museum2.. it was nice. (: then went back to radius, after that went shopping! so late already then go shopping.. didnt really buy much. actually only bought like shirt and key chain. tsk. cann you believe the shops closes at like 9.30?? NO LIFE! so went back to the hotel to rest.. then the next day.. Pastor Becky preached.. about us being the salt of the world. about not fearing but being brave.. about being offensive and not defensive.. =D evening, last last service.. Pastor Jude preached about being Not Ashamed. gave alot alot of stories and all.. =D then after that had the leaders pray over everyone of us.. after that he asked who ha vent got the gift of tongues.. and alot of people went forward and got it! (: reminded me of the first time i got gift of tongues too.. my gosh, that experience was sooo much better that being on heroine or something.. hahaa! =D oo.. about the games. walao.. repeated lorr! waste my time go participate. really.. dunno what the games com doing this year. if all they did was organise and rent fields. then, the church need to change the games com already. i sound mad right? cause every year, looking forward to games.. but this year.. games repeated.. its disguting. i feeling like eating pringles. lols! random! i think, camp over all.. was BAGUS! esp. staying with becks and the services.. (: i took some pictures.. of random things, shall post of next time.. but the main pictures are scattered over facebook.. like on other peoples facebook.. like dawns. =D orites. actually didnt really want to type so much today wann.. cause i sick. and everywhere nua, and i cant hear properly, and my nose block, and my voice half gone, and keep coughing. but still i wrote so much.. hahaa! thank you daddy God for giving me strength. =D project work on monday!! and didnt touch computer for the last week cause stoopid samuel tan cannot connect dao. tsk. gotta rush like mad! hope next week cann meet like alt days to finish or something.. gotta buck up on my stats!! dont really know how to do in the first place somemore.. AAHH sarah tan!! Saturday, 13 June 2009 11:47 pm
pinky, of all smells..imma bring you to camp. =D -squeals!- ian ian's baptism was today.. =D fishballs and nuggets cooked by unty helen was awesome! mummy shoudl learn cooking from her man.! hahaa! baptism- to me its more than declaration. its more than a commandment. its like a commitment.. i want to go baptism.. really do. but when i think of baptism, something says.. wait. same goes to the monthly breaking of bread and cup thing. 'wait.' dont anyone force me. dont tell me what i should do. dont put words in my mouth. bt you can put food in my mouth.. hahaa! fishballs man! today their loved! ohh, miss their springy-ness and tangy-ness.. whatever it is.. lols! =D going home tomorrow with samuel tan. cause forgot to take my photocopied notes for pain and antacids. and the schools infomations about CT scans is disgusting.. 1 book only! and its about the dignosis also! goodness! i know rite! ok. =X gosh! super uber got to reeeeeally start to dig and find alot of information on all the projects already. i think, luckily i got statistics instead of medical sociology.. my gosh! how in the nonsense do you get freaking data on the turnover of patients and the death rates kind.. goodness. and its singapore context too.. good luck cao xin!! gotta gotta send liyana the pain thing already.. yupp. =/ but i want to sleeeeppp!!!! and play poooooll!!! and go see the leonardos works expo thingyyyy!!!! tsk. who want to play pool with me? tan hexun! or dolly and jy! (cannot they sick) ames? mona? that time so fun lorr.. =D first time i played pool.. awesome man! hahaa! with hexun, yong gui, dolly and jun yong.. time of my life man! so cool lah! hahaa!! oh mann! craps! monday is camp, but i havent pack yet! and im still wayyyy behind on project work! yuck man! i hate self-project works!! i rather meet up and all.. yeah. aiya.. whatever lahh! jus be done with it and over already.. if i cant make it to year 2.. i so CAN make it to year 3 and graduate! and degree and GRADUATE! ohh yes man! i cann! hahaa! self-motivation and zi-high-ness!! lols! nobody pei me ton.. =( jia you sarah tan! i are hungry. =( oi stomach! why u digest so fast?? oi metabolism! why you use soo little!! oi fats! whats your problem! stop clinging on meee!!!!! Friday, 12 June 2009 8:03 pm
what is happiness?to me, happiness is when your feel most satisfied and contented. when your with people you love and trust. and when that guy makes you feel special and loved.. (: happiness to live day by day, optimistic.. it is to listen to your favourite music and sing along. it is to be most comfortable, to have a contented smile on your face when everything goes bad. cause you know there will be someone backing you up.(: to me, that is happiness, that is now. =D i know, very random. but i realise that when i came to poly.. i am home. i am happy. i am contented. i am loved. thank you daddy God. (: holidays are here!! heres hoping everyone whos holiday to not keep sleeping (yes, hexun talking to U! =P) , to study but not too hard (cao xin!) , to have super much much fun going clubbing (all those bitches going Attica without me!), to go for group projects, ( you guys and all!!!).. hahaa! =P lalala~ seriously dunno what im talking about here lah.. but i just feel like typing.. cause the sound very nice.. and to try to forget that people are going clubbing without the GINNA me!!! never mind! going home with dumb blond later.. should be interesting.. i hope. hahaa.! (: ohoh! tell you about yesterday.. went out with ames after hectic hectic hectic school and projects.. WALKED to amk hub AGAIN.. long way some more. basket lorr. then went to eat sushi.. cause the day before, ate alot of sushi already, still gelat! so only ate 2 plates.. then went to coffee bean! i think the prices there up-ed already.. anyways, he ate cheese cake, i got mocha ice blend. then i bought ba zhang home to eat.. this year, no ba zhang, so super feel like eating ba zhang. hahaa! then went to popular.. got the most awesomely awesome highlighters! eraser-ble wann.. =D and new card holder for the tap card.. he got file, highlighters, card holder and fullscape paper.. i think he EATS fullscape paper.. yeah! hahaa! uses alot lorr! waste paper guy! hahaa! then after that, home. (: next time ah.. im going to get him for keep pointing to dustbins and saying that thats my home. then when i say back, he keeps twisting it to say until like im complimenting him. tsk! nevermind! in the end i think i got him back.. thanks to his super dumb blond moments.. hahaa! BAGUS! i like. =D today, started with 8AM PHARMOCOLOGY!! no life i tell you! then every friday i will moody moody wann.. after pharm went to eat macs, but dont feel like eating.. went to cheers with dolly got pao.. which is uncooked!! iknowleft! then slacked till 12, went to bio lesson. slept like a *oink*.. gosh! super holiday mood already leh! keep sleeping in lecturers!! after holiday must tighten the belt, pull up the socks and bundle up the hair.!! saw Joy.. shes sooooo!!!!! RED! hahaa! gosh! library's closing and all! so cannot write super long post already! =D YOUTH CAMP HERE I COME!!!!! SOOOOOO CANNOT WAIT!!!! lalala~ c u! happy holidays! (: ps; to diyana.. happy end of holidays.! hahaa! dont emo! study hard bimbo! love you! muarks! Thursday, 11 June 2009 11:57 pm
delirious around youdrenched in your aura getting high just being with you. never regretting. (: Wednesday, 10 June 2009 11:03 pm
wooo hoo!! today marks the end of all the mini test!bio prac FINISHED! hahaa.. and; i call it mini tests cause its for the small modules or those test where it covers less than 50%.. oh my gosh.. now its the mad rush to finish projects and all.. my group have 6 projects to do within 2 weeks.. crazy or what?? iknowLEFT! so excited! i know its alot of work.. but we'r all in this together right?? (: do i love project works or what! lols! =D today finished bio prac.. then meet the AN lecturer.. goodness, did we get alot of nagging of what? thanks ah cao xin! lols! no la.. then after that marhaini, dolly and me stayed back for mini meeting.. i am soo going to nag everybody tomorrow ah.. we are soo behind time like goodness knows what lorr.. sarah tan! somemore you still going malaysia leh! group leader somemore.. oh daddy God, give me PEACE and WISDOM!! seriously hope i cann finish up all the projects, and arrange for teachers meeting the last week of holiday. *cross fingers* after that went to collect my lost ez-link.. =D then went to yew tee to find kakak one-big-fish go eat sushayy.. sushi was bagus! so was the ramen.. i think me and dolly under paid da jie.. tml mus pass her 2bucks more or something.. then after that walked around and found a very very nice and cute little thing!! =D i shall hang it with the handphone accesorise and my bag.. fantabulous! ohoh.. today i went to the auditorium there selling john little sale the cha-pa-langs and all.. wanted to buy chocolates cause i was feeling super moody because alot of things happen yesterday.. but then i ended up buying PINKY! that fellow.. gosh.. i think im gonna bring im everyday until holidays come, to sleep in lectures and all.. haha! which is about 2 days in total.. lols! =D PINKY cute right! iknowLEFT! cause like mother like daughter mahh! hahaa! shes pinky, and im brain. oh hai there.. =D    i took pictures of pinky in lecture cause it was boring.. everybody in holiday mood already.. somemore, its a small module.. yet the lecturer yack on like nobody's business.. and the lecture before that ,which was quite a big module, ended early lahh.. BAGUS. gosh.. do i love ramona for trying to cheer me up today or what!! =D love u babe to the max max! and dolly PORK too! and i cant wait till youth camp, even though its going to be a alot of cramp project works and spritual rest.. =D  randomly took this photo but i love the effects and the BLUE most AWESOME LIGHT! =D
Tuesday, 9 June 2009 3:08 pm
i are at SP.. hahaa!cant stay at home cause cannot study. so met up with jovi, went to JP to eat, met DOLLY PORK, then came to SP to use computer and try to study bio.. but i dont know how to open my book that shouts "Nanyang Polytecnic" on top.. sigh. and that jovi also sitting like 10thousand miles away. tsk. all PS-ers! seriously gotta start studying man! bio is tomorrow you know, sarah tan! ohoh! if you got time, see this video.. =D awesome! BAGUS! i like! Monday, 8 June 2009 10:27 pm
hi, hello. (:today is dolly's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOLLY PORK! =D i saw this little kitty cat on the way to school.. sooo cute! and soo pretty!! its fully black, with like a white fur bib.. and you see its eyes.. mesmerising eyes! it's yellowishy-green, with a jet black streak down the middle.. mummy, i want!  then reach school.. ayu tested my camera.. and produced out, this photo! hahaa! dunno what the Dolly PORK doing.. hahaa! trying to be a DUCK.!  after pharm, went to celebrate DOLLY'S BIRTHDAY!! this is her cake.. so pretty and nice and shiny and all.. (:  happy birthday to Dolly! before cutting the cake, sheena 'sai' a candle inside inside the cake.. ask her cannot use her hand go and take it out.. then they made JY kiss dolly! =D but, aiya, so sad.. he only kiss her side of the forehead.. yes i know, got mouth, nose, eyes for him to kiss.. but he kiss her FOREHEAD, and the side of it somemore.. aiyo.  after that is the nua-ing and 'bashing' time.. i saw that jamal.. he keep using me as his tissue paper! den he also dont let me nua him. he GOOD. next time his birthday he watch out! even if its fasting month, i will tape all his openings and still BASH him like no tomorrow.! =D then the Dolly also.. its not my birthday or anything.. yet everybody aim me also.. then the gloria never kena nua-ed again! and pei yun keep running away! goodness! 'dont shy mahh.. i love you all you know.. hahaa! why never let me hug you???' and then right, this mona, went to get sugar and told me after everything put sugar on dolly's head then sparkle shiny very nice.. in the end, sugar went on MY HEAD. THANKS LAH GLORIA CAI! i know its you lorr.. tsk!  then after that me and dolly went to bath and saw the 38s freshening up also.. next birthday, i PROMISE, everyone in the class will kena NUA-ED! i PROMISE!! yes mummy, including you! and kakak too.! after bathing dolly wanted to dry her hair.. dont you think she look like she detach her head from her body?? i think looks like leh! NVM! (:  'ahh! dont hurt meee!!!' no la, kidding man.. but looks like right! =X   i think this picture very nice! =D  came out and dolly opened her presents.. (:and she took 10thousand years to open her presents.. literally! reallly!!!! cause she said she wants to keep the rapper and all.. i went to sleep just waiting for her to open presents! and that explains the next picture..  suddenly opened my eyes and saw this! i think e colour all very nice lorr! iknowleft! =D  i took this picture of the cjy, because he sits like a gay.. dont you think so? hahaa! of course! cross leg and all.. =D  then after that they went out for birthday dinner.. just them two.. to billy bombers, jy told me..and i went home.. then in the middle of no where i got a call.. it was Dolly 'eh, you know bishan got seoul garden anot?' then after that dunno what happen.. two of them msging me.. lols! nonsense leh.. ok. if you dont understand nvm! cause i was thinking its like date so i wont msg dolly about projects, other then the one about tomorrow not going to school, then they call and msg me. er. nvm! (: erm, ok, happy ending. =D boy,iwassoohappywhenyouopenedtheconversation.(: Thursday, 4 June 2009 9:03 pm
i pass statistics! yayy!=D i are cao xin's lucky star.. hahaa! i rescued her when she doesnt have any statistics book.. =D shock of my life i tell you., when she leaned over and whispered 'lend me your stats book' !! soo far, everything pass.. i think tomorrow is failure day.. hahaa! i still have not memorised the 15 pharm drugs.. and theres lab skills prac assessment.. =/ gosh. and mona said im a joy to be with! =D oh do i love that woman or what! lols! ok.. =X you know what? you know WHAT ANOT????? hahaa!!! ooooo.!!! now can borrow 6 books from the library! =D BAGUS! iwanttoliveamongstmusicagain,especially piano. sawyoutodayboy.(: Wednesday, 3 June 2009 6:13 pm
and my stomach goes.. GROG! shalalalala! GROG! shalalalala! GROG! shalalalala!damn sick and all. i dont like it. i just its all kind of over.. but before that was soo extreme i thought i comitted murder or something.. im just... seh.. my stomach agrees.. grogologolg.! oh dear.. statistics howw??? crap. Monday, 1 June 2009 8:15 pm
       goodness, do i miss that day soo badly or what.. hahaa!
ohmygosh.!exam is tomorrow and i havent studied yet.. i think i'll most probally pass lab prac.. (fingers crossed) i hope i can pass research method i finish reading and understand lecture 5,6,7 and 8.. goodness! dont start me on stats and projects and all.. *sigh* but poly is still fun.. hahaa! you know what? im soo sick, of people writting their blogs in their own language and all.. if is not meant for the world world to read please state so.. or cann put there big big - this is not meant for you to see. or something.. aiya, whatever lah. this is just vent-tation.. =/ 1) your tired of whatever and whatever and want to study and shits. then good for you. i will talk to you again, but im still pissed of. the more i see you, the more i think of you, the more im pissed of. and todayi was shocked by a question, didnt know why? becos things rite now r sooo fucked up, whatever i said/replied to that question, was crap and bullshit. well, most of it, 90%.. 2)today, i so badly want to be with you 24/7.. in class with you, when you pon lectures to do project work.. boy i miss you soo much, and you dont know that. ='/ i want to talk to you everyday like last year, i want to laugh with you, i want to msg u everyday, i want to go out with you.. and everytime i hear that song, i think of u and all.. i want to see u soo badly everyday, everytime i walk closer to there, keep wanting to see you, but then i will walk away disappointed.. and everytime i will pray, "God, lay my pulsating heart to rest, let me love only you God. i dont want this feeling to him anymore." and pray as much as i do, my racing pulse, the pain in my heart just increases everytime i see you. damn. 3)i think you freaking use-ing me and dolly. you ass. today i finally understood. fuck you, go die. (: *erm, if you read the above, all 3 are different people. (:* please please please dear daddy God, let me pass everything tomorrow.. let it be; the "cathete-terisation" , or NG and suction. please please please..tolong tolong tolong.. ifeellikechangingchurch,icantkeeprunningaway.maybeaftercamp. |
