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Monday, 11 May 2009 9:10 pm
i know why i have been in such a bitchy mood the past week already...stupid hormones acting without a warning.. so now im just really really hungry even though i have eaten.. bah. im so sad my milo dinosaur cup serene jie jie got me was broken by my unty and then THROWN AWAY.. =( almost broke down crying.. seems like alot of things are slipping from my grasp.. apparently i was easily pissed of that day.. and so were you.. whatever and whatever it will be, it will be then.. im too lazy or tired to say anything more.. i realise.. it hard to feel happy these few days.. and church, its the toughest place to feel some happiness.. its not that im saying the church is bad or God is 'something something'.. no. im just... tired. of trying hard without any progress.. " The less you talk, the more you're heard" saw this quote on the bus that day.. its bullshit crap. the more i keep quiet, the more people dont listen.. and i tried being myself at church.. but,... aiya. whatever. i cant be bothered about it anymore.. and with church camp coming.. how i wish like, the swine flu will be here and camo will be cancelled or something (whatever God has in store). im just soooo frustrated and i dont want to give anymore chances, because im sick of wasting my emotions over nothing, cause nothing changes.
school, mona, ayu, marhaini, ila, dolly, joy, hexun, caoxin, jamal.. they are my emotional food, they keep me real, they keep my feet on the ground and still i have fun. without them i will really crash. thank you, just because. (:
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im not quiet. it is either i don't know what are you talking about, or you don't/ don't want to listen.