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Sunday, 29 March 2009 10:29 pm
complications, death, mementos.http://www.rememberronnie.blogspot.com/ yet again; and nobody understands.. I'm close to uncle Ronnie cause when i was born, he went to see me two times daily.. and even before his death, he also always asks about me when i see him in church.. he's my fathers best friend and my closer-than-grandfather uncle.. his smile, i will never forget. Sunday, 22 March 2009 7:38 pm
shall go on attachment..shall pray many many.. shall fast lunch and internet.. (so totally no naruto and blogging and facebook and stuff) shall beleive in miracles.. dear God, give me miracles; for that person, for youth camp, for passing and continuing the attachment to the end.. Amen. people out there, nothing to do.. help me pray too.. (: thank you.. Wednesday, 18 March 2009 2:31 pm
 Tuesday, 10 March 2009 10:53 pm
=Dwent to watch push with jean, ezekiel and matthew leck.. i guess the show is nice.. but the ending was horrendous.. hahaa.. i think its just an adaptation of heroes lorr.. then after that went to gelare to eat.. i learnt, gelare is pronounced ge-la-rae.. hahaa! interesting.. (: Friday, 6 March 2009 10:18 am
i AM happy..but can i not be happy all the time? can i not keep forcing a smile or laugh? i want to roar at the people who disappoint me.. but all i do is stay at home, dont go out and simmer.. and, if ramona sees this.. i really really want to go out.. but marhainis going overseas.. and stuff.. *sigh* i dont know, i dont know anything now.. i was so looking forward to going out with ramona and marhaini they all.. =( Monday, 2 March 2009 1:17 pm
i regret.. i really really really regret, going out with the wrong people..making plans with the wrong people.. doing stuff with the wrong people.. whats wrong with me? why am i doing this to myself.? why are you doing this to me? why why why??? i think i'll take jeans advice.. see-ing some pictures on facebook, thats the last straw. you drain me and disappoint me.. and im tired of your games.. dont tell me anything until you have definately confirmed. please dont. dont hurt me again. Sunday, 1 March 2009 7:19 pm
dear jean,if you read this, i want to say sorry.. cause today during morning service i said i didnt want to watch movie with you.. its not that i really didnt want to watch movie with you.. cause the type of movie you watch is like valkyrie.. and i watch shows like hes just not that into you.. so, if in any other ways i offended you, sorry.. (: im seriously tired and i need to bla at someone.. and i super need a hug. cause this weeks had so utterly many disappointments.. but i know that i will keep trusting people and hope that i won't get disappointed again.. (tsk! sarah tan ah!) hahaa.. i think this is a sensitive post.. so, i guess i just want to rant abit.. so don't take anything to heart.. (: cause i super do love everyone around me.. i really do.. i NEED to get out of the house.. its KILLING me! stupid housework! n samuel tan dont have to do anything! irritating! |