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Saturday, 28 February 2009 8:36 pm

(:
yesterday ended nice.. hahaa..

thank you jean, thank you net.. (:

today, i saw MR AZMAN!! lols! WOOTS! =D

then afternoon went to the crown plaza at changi airpot T3.. (:

then went to walk around.. at B1, theres a colouring place for kids.. hahaa! and i went there to colour!! =D

shall update the pictures soon.. (:

and probably post soontengs unglam pictures too.. hahaa!

and Soonteng! you better tag me and give me your blog url! hahaa!

Friday, 27 February 2009 10:09 am

everyone has to face rejection and disappointment at some point in life..
maybe i was just not prepared or i was and still not used to being rejected and disappointed..
i gotta get used to being PS-ed and turned down..

maybe sometimes im just to over-sensitive and read too much into that msg..
i know, that day was not your best day, and i guess maybe i choose a wrong timing to msg you.. but you probably don't realise the hurt you unintentionally cause to people..
yes, im still feeling hurt because i was just really really happy for the past 3 weeks and other that nightmares, you really hurt me.. just like new years day.. and i even try to be still happy and replied you, but i guess, i wasn't even worth replying cos you didnt even bothered to reply back.

i really really really want to go out.. cause it makes me feel better and cos i can be around friends who care.. *sigh*

today theres net outreach, should be able to make it back in time, i hope..
still have to cook crab sticks.. gosh.

and i still want to watch 'hes not that into you'..
dolly that time said she wanted to watch together, if i remember properly..

Sunday, 22 February 2009 9:37 pm

somethings are not within your control..

today i got pissed off and sat behind behind again.. like last time..

and i felt so happy that i started living for weekends again.. super happy.. thank you dawn and jean..

i actually want to write alot more, but i forgot what i wanted to say.. >.<

and to the close friend i had from when i was 13yrs old to 16..

i see your blog, and i see what you write.. and i will only just stand there and see, cause theres nothing much i can do, cause we are not close anymore..

its a wonder how a persons perspective and time changes even the closes friendship, to debris.

im super looking forward to next week!

oh! and babe came to my church this morning! =D

Saturday, 21 February 2009 4:23 pm

im super happy.. =D

i just saw jeans tag about the ah ma next to her.. i think shes going to be just well, fine and dandy.. yayy!

thank you God for answering my prayers.. (:

pictures of jean and her stay at the hospital =D

yes, i think the food is quite the bland..

shaun and dawn came to cheer her up too..

went to 7/11 got jean a paddle pop then went polar before they left..

attachment is coming..
i super miss you.
you who goes to attachment with me.
you who bullies me during attachment.
you who goes back with me after that.
you who was the same time slot as me.
you, jamal.
and i hope next sem i get to see him many many.. (:

Friday, 20 February 2009 9:35 am

there so many many things i want to say..
i coudnt sleep last night.. no, correction, after i was woke up by ma i coudnt sleep back..

so i was thinking.. about the unty next to jean.. and i cannot stop thinking about her.. so i want to pray for her.. and i want to keep praying for her.. that she will continue living strongly. because all she has is swelling in the leg and yet the effing doctor keep saying, so loudly somemore, she can die she can die.. shes 84, same age as ah po, but yet shes still very strong if not for her fall..

dear God,
i pray for unty that her blood clots will dissolve and you will remove them from her body.. i pray that she will keep living and see her grandchildren succeed.. because i know that her family loves her alot and i know that you love them too.. so i know that you will do a miracle for her and remove all signs of harm in her body.. and ensure a speedy recovery and a quick discharge..

i also want to pray for jean, about her physio today.. i pray that all will be well and you will comfort her and lessen that pain.. because you love her so.. and she will go to the wedding on saturday, strong, and able to walk as per normal..

i also want to pray for the ward 39 uncle i saw yesterday.. i pray that he will also have a speedy and permanent recovery.. so that i will not have to see him again.. because you love him and so that no complications will arise..
AMEN

and; pictures of jean will be posted.. after she is discharge because of some factors.. and also after i get to amk..
(:

Wednesday, 18 February 2009 11:58 am

today is rewind day..

went back to LYSS today to collect my testimonial.. i thought leaving school testimonial was supposed to be long or something.. i think mine is like 100-200 words.. short.

and i saw a car accident under my block today.. =D it was funny, the car drivers were stunned for like 1-2 minutes.. so me and eifle and people around just stand there and never move, the cars around were stunned too! hahaa! (:

dear Lord,

i pray that no complications will result in the MRI scan, that you will heal her and not through operations. and that todays MRI will not be late but instead brought forward.

Amen.

Monday, 16 February 2009 12:43 am

dear God,

i want to pray for joshua and jonathon, and their grandmother. please give her the strength and also joshua and jonathon. please don't let the same ordeal happen to them as it happened to me. i pray that the doctors and nurses looking after her will give her the best care for her and make her comfortable ad let her be of perfect health as soon as possible. i pray that you give joshua and jonathon faith in you that you will not disappoint them but instead look upoon that you will heal her. i also pray and trust that you will provide them nothing short of a miracle and more. i also pray for the others around them, i pray that you will cover them with you blood and keep them safe from harm. let nothing come against them and let your healing power flow through their grandmother and those around them who are sick.

i also want to pray for jean. i pray that you will provide her a miracle like you did before and that this time it will not come back to haunt her again. i pray that you give her strenght to 'keng' pass this time of trials and tribulations. let her trust and faith in you grow abundently and that you will show her that you will heal her and let her not fall into depression but you comfort her and bring her out stronger and tougher and more ready for battle than before. i pray that her friends around her will understand her more and will comfort her with you. i know that jean is an instrument of God and a great leader amongst the people around her. and i pray that she will also learn from her past experiences and also through this trial. dear God, please heal her leg permenantly and that it will not come back at all.

i also want to pray for the people currently under going stress, please comfort them and bring them through. i pray for those having exmas like me, that they will pass with good results and make you proud.

AMEN.

Saturday, 14 February 2009 4:15 pm

Happy Valentines day!! (:

Tuesday, 10 February 2009 12:52 am

oy, the exams is KILLING me.. im super PETRIFIED of goodness-knows-what.
help.

and to jean; i will post about living.. after exams. (:

Friday, 6 February 2009 a painful addidtion 10:30 pm

and yet i keep going back to what hurts me the most and makes me cry..
like an addiction, i cannot resist..

Wednesday, 4 February 2009 5:49 pm

death.
ever since i entered poly, i see death all around me..
it affected me and the people around me..

and again, i look at people around, heartbroken because they are single..
i look at people around, whos loved ones are still around but they dont appreciate..
i look at people, who are sad because of trivial things..
and i want to tell them; be thankful. because they are not lost forever. so cherish, before they are gone..

and to DOLLY FISH!!
you never PS me lah!! =D

Tuesday, 3 February 2009 12:16 pm

dolly and me went out with the 38's on monday..

went to watch love matters..

and eat sushi.. (:

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