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Sunday, 14 December 2008 1:38 pm
sorry i was emo-ing on saturday..because i miss those whom i lost. and i realise that i don't have a super ultimate best friend who knows me inside out. i used to have 1 though.. nowadays, i tend to keep to myself.. when anybody ask me whether im ok.. i want to tell them, but i'll think and tell myself, my troubles are minor. and i will just smile and say nothing is wrong or i will just make a joke or something.. the world doesn't need anymore hurts anyway. who am i, just someone breathing, smiling. because im running from reality, and going to edge is like facing reality because its like the world revolves around samuel tan and everyone else is his calefair. because i miss piano.. so much so that i don't want to touch it.. till even looking at it makes my heart sting. sorry, but i closed the box and put it away. just watched 'The Sea Inside' a few days ago.. all of a sudden, i don't like euthanasia.. because i can relate to the elder brother. ramon is such an ass to think only about himself. what if someone close to him died, how would he feel. hurt. but he doesn't mind if he dies? what the crap. he's so selfish. i recommend going to rent the show and watch it. (: and just for the record, im an not attention seeker. |