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Friday, 26 December 2008 2:29 am
i need a friendship like dawn's and jean's.. ASAP.and.. i miss yixian, alot. for the fact that i lost 2 precious people.. because i realise people change and friendships can die.. for the fact that im running away from net like last time again.. because edge just doesn't seem right for me.. for the fact that i can't wait for the world to end.. because im just trying without results.. for the fact that i don't want to be like a guai guai emo person, i want to scream when i like.. sometimes i just want to spew vulgarities.. everybody's moving ahead, putting the past behind them.. i am left behind. i am lost. i am backsliding. i am disappointing those who care about me. i am disappoitmed in myself. is it true.. that even god cannot please everybody.. because it feels soo soo soo true.. hold that thought.. i just read jean's blog.. yes, it did cheer me up loads... thanks for the memories.. (: |