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Saturday, 27 December 2008 1:10 pm

2008..
a wonderfully happy yet devastating year..
cos the first half or the year was wonderful.. holidays until april and super duper uber great new friends.. like dolly, cao xin, marhaini, pei yee, joy, yong gui, gloria, hexun, yuan ping, idayu, fazila, woan rong, ramona, and the whole class.. really thank you guys..

then after that my cousin passed away.. i guess my world kind of crashed, cos i didn't know what was going on.. i just carried on living for no particular reason..
thank you dolly, marhaini and caoxin.. and jamal? for helping me through the times..
thank you yixian.. for trying to cheer me up..
'dear God, thank you for bringing yixian into my life 4years ago.. cause she helped me grow with you and brought me through many obstacles, especially during secondary school.. i pray that the friendship i have with her at that time will never fade and that i can still open my heart and tell her everything.. i pray that she will continue to touch lives and be a hero in others and make miracles in other peoples lives as she did with mine. Amen.'

when i kind of gotten over it. i realised that.. alot of people changed, and nets changed(twice!) and.. soo many soo many stuff changed.
'dear God i pray for pastor Jeremy.. may you guide him in whatever he does and help him to make the right decisions.. may the church grow under his guidance. and also i pray that he will never change nets again.. cos its very hurting. Amen.'

after that ah gong passed away.. i told jean before that, if something happened to ahgong i will just really crashed.. cos i haven't really gotten over my cousin.. somehow.. i lived it through.. it was really really difficult, but thank you jean, dawn, yixian, cao xin, dolly, marhini, jamal and ames, my ex-net and R5/6.. for helping me through.
' dear God, thank you for the awesome people you have brought into my life.. thank you for jean cos she was the longest most trusted friend i had since forever.. thank you for jean, xian and becky for bringing me through sec 2.. '
'dear God, thank you for dawn.. for her kindness and patience when teaching me bridge.. and thank you for bringing her into my life to give plenty of hugs when i needed..'
' dear God thank you for jamal.. for bringing smiles when i was down.. for the nonsense times we had..'
' dear God, thank you for dolly.. for being my first friend in poly.. thank you for her.. because the things she does for me is indescribable..'
'dear God thank you for caoxin and marhaini for helping and guiding me through every project and for the love and patience they gave to me when im blur..' 'AMEN'

as the year comes to a close i wan to especially thank yong gui.. because he brought me through alot.. and i almost always seem very see-through-able when i talk to him.. -.- although alot of nonsense and crap from him.. but he was someone i could really rely on when i thought i couldnt tell anyone anything.. i hope the friendship we have will never be broken.. but as years go by that the knot of friendship will keep tightening..
' dear God, thank you for yong gui.. for keeping me sane.. (: for just being there, for just being him.. Amen.'

'dear God, for 2009, don't let anyone else leave.. don't let any friendship be broken.. and help me go back to playing piano after dip. bless me and everyone around me.. Amen.'