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Sunday, 28 December 2008 6:32 pm
i havent finish yet.. hahaas..i take very long to think can.. (: thank you God for bringing me into nursing.. cos i got to met so many so many fabulous friends.. because they were the guiding path, a helping hand and a shoulder when times were trying for me.. 'dear God, thank you for joy.. for the distractions, joy and love she gave me and for being a fun friend to talk to when im down.. i hope she will get a dip. in piano music.. ' 'dear God, thank you for idayu.. for being a friend when i get lonely.. for being a da jie when i needed one.' 'dear God, thank you for ramona.. even though i know that she's angry with me now cos i didn't go to her house on 25th dec.. but she is like a special friend i never had.. like somone who will be there no matter what..' 'dear God, thank you for fazila.. for the fun and laughs with marhaini.. even though i don't really understad what they are saying sometimes.. but she is uber fun to be with..' 'dear god, thank you for yuan ping.. for her maturity and understanding.. for her laughter when things get tense..' 'dear God, thank you for gloria.. cos she's special..cos she's a person to turn to when it seems like stuff's happening and you don't know whats going on..' 'dear God, thank you for hexun.. he and yong gui is like my big brothers.. always helpig and caring for people around them.. cos hexun is a person that one can rely on when im feeling seh need someone to talk to.. 'dear God thank you for pei yun.. for her friendship and kindness.. i hope she won't be so emo and open up..' 'dear God, thank you for pei yee.. for the smiles and randomness and time and friendship..' 'dear God, thank you for liyuan and jiaman.. even though i may not understand them at times.. but their kindness and caring i will never forget..' 'dear God, thak you for siti and ana.. for being a friend..' 'dear God, thank you for woan rong and sheena.. becuase they bring sweetness around.. because just seeing them makes me smile..' dear God, thank you for the teachers that brought me and guided to to where i am today.. because they are the people who enlighten and inspire.. thank you for mr azman, mdm yeo(s), ms lim, ms farhana, and mr aaron..' dear God, thank you for serene jie jie and ah gong.. because they were my inspiration, my love, my silent supporter, my bundle of joy, my best friend, my counselor, my hopes, my dreams.. they were my everything.. serene jie jie with her laughs, tears ad madness.. ah gong with his maturity, selfless-ness and patience.. i miss them.. AMEN. i guess all im trying to say is that i love you all around me for just being my friend.. cos your all precious... (: i think i still got something i gota add but i forgot or something....... Saturday, 27 December 2008 1:10 pm
2008..a wonderfully happy yet devastating year.. cos the first half or the year was wonderful.. holidays until april and super duper uber great new friends.. like dolly, cao xin, marhaini, pei yee, joy, yong gui, gloria, hexun, yuan ping, idayu, fazila, woan rong, ramona, and the whole class.. really thank you guys.. then after that my cousin passed away.. i guess my world kind of crashed, cos i didn't know what was going on.. i just carried on living for no particular reason.. thank you dolly, marhaini and caoxin.. and jamal? for helping me through the times.. thank you yixian.. for trying to cheer me up.. 'dear God, thank you for bringing yixian into my life 4years ago.. cause she helped me grow with you and brought me through many obstacles, especially during secondary school.. i pray that the friendship i have with her at that time will never fade and that i can still open my heart and tell her everything.. i pray that she will continue to touch lives and be a hero in others and make miracles in other peoples lives as she did with mine. Amen.' when i kind of gotten over it. i realised that.. alot of people changed, and nets changed(twice!) and.. soo many soo many stuff changed. 'dear God i pray for pastor Jeremy.. may you guide him in whatever he does and help him to make the right decisions.. may the church grow under his guidance. and also i pray that he will never change nets again.. cos its very hurting. Amen.' after that ah gong passed away.. i told jean before that, if something happened to ahgong i will just really crashed.. cos i haven't really gotten over my cousin.. somehow.. i lived it through.. it was really really difficult, but thank you jean, dawn, yixian, cao xin, dolly, marhini, jamal and ames, my ex-net and R5/6.. for helping me through. ' dear God, thank you for the awesome people you have brought into my life.. thank you for jean cos she was the longest most trusted friend i had since forever.. thank you for jean, xian and becky for bringing me through sec 2.. ' 'dear God, thank you for dawn.. for her kindness and patience when teaching me bridge.. and thank you for bringing her into my life to give plenty of hugs when i needed..' ' dear God thank you for jamal.. for bringing smiles when i was down.. for the nonsense times we had..' ' dear God, thank you for dolly.. for being my first friend in poly.. thank you for her.. because the things she does for me is indescribable..' 'dear God thank you for caoxin and marhaini for helping and guiding me through every project and for the love and patience they gave to me when im blur..' 'AMEN' as the year comes to a close i wan to especially thank yong gui.. because he brought me through alot.. and i almost always seem very see-through-able when i talk to him.. -.- although alot of nonsense and crap from him.. but he was someone i could really rely on when i thought i couldnt tell anyone anything.. i hope the friendship we have will never be broken.. but as years go by that the knot of friendship will keep tightening.. ' dear God, thank you for yong gui.. for keeping me sane.. (: for just being there, for just being him.. Amen.' 'dear God, for 2009, don't let anyone else leave.. don't let any friendship be broken.. and help me go back to playing piano after dip. bless me and everyone around me.. Amen.' Friday, 26 December 2008 2:10 pm
 coolnes!!~ . i need a friendship like dawn's and jean's.. ASAP. and.. i miss yixian, alot. for the fact that i lost 2 precious people.. because i realise people change and friendships can die.. for the fact that im running away from net like last time again.. because edge just doesn't seem right for me.. for the fact that i can't wait for the world to end.. because im just trying without results.. for the fact that i don't want to be like a guai guai emo person, i want to scream when i like.. sometimes i just want to spew vulgarities.. everybody's moving ahead, putting the past behind them.. i am left behind. i am lost. i am backsliding. i am disappointing those who care about me. i am disappoitmed in myself. is it true.. that even god cannot please everybody.. because it feels soo soo soo true.. hold that thought.. i just read jean's blog.. yes, it did cheer me up loads... thanks for the memories.. (: Thursday, 25 December 2008 11:18 pm
i cannot wait for new moon(the upcoming movie following twilight)=D thanks for the christmas presents!! the cards are most appreciated.. (: Wednesday, 24 December 2008 3:03 am
twilight rocks man!! =Djust finished watching it.. WOOTS! its really really very the uber nice!! and and and.. i think robert pattinson is so much soo much handsomer than any brad pitt or armpit.. lols! really!! handsome like wows!!! if only.... =D mummy, i want.   
Tuesday, 23 December 2008 9:45 pm
i super have not enough time to do the homework and stuffs..oh crap oh crap oh crap.. however, malaysia is nice though.. (: just came back from 2 days at K.L.. watched 'yes-man'.. bought a polo-tee, many shows, a wine glass... and lots and lotsa coffee bean.. (: super uber nice.. and Secret Recipe ROCKS!! especially the white chocolate macadamia~ should i one shot post all the pictures the past 1 1/2 months? jeez.. and, tyg.. i've updated.. =D Saturday, 20 December 2008 9:42 pm
i have posted the class bbq pictures on my facebook cos i jus realised its soo much easier..hahaa.. (: meanwhile these are some which i think are super super nice pictures!!  i super love love both of this pictures!! because we all love yong gui's pimple on that day!! hahaa! the 38's(minus gloria and sheena) plus idayu and me, go bowling.. because yong gui spoiled joy's slippers so he had to wear them.. (: she made hexun carry her to bowl.. =D *may be posting all of them here too.. see my mood.. (: i have becky's birthday pictures too!! Thursday, 18 December 2008 6:43 pm
yesterday was super fun! (:although not many people come and aaron and cao xin backed out like last minute.. it was quite disappointing.. but the main person was AYU.. and jamal came! so im happy and satisfied.. (: i will upload the pictures asap.. maybe tomorrow. (: Tuesday, 16 December 2008 7:09 pm
" The Day The Earth Stood Still"nothing much really.. just that, i don't understand and like the fact that these kind of movies only revolve around USA.. gives the impression that US represents the whole earth.. and that, is crap. should do these kind of movies in developing countries.. then we get to see how they live and empathise with them.. with these kind of movies.. i only feel anger, because this earth's not all about violence.. and, don't focuse on the few individual's because it seems like those individual's are more important.. well their not. they are humans, like me, like you, like those in the developing countries.. well.. i soo can't wait for tomorrow!! (: Monday, 15 December 2008 6:27 pm
if anyone wants to know what happened on the 12Dec, sheena's birthday..please go to http://www.lovenevercomes.blogspot.com/ because my computer is really down.. (: somehow, when dawn said 'your net is your family'.. it felt.. wrong. i don't go to net, i don't talk to that net, i don't even really know them.. what family? Sunday, 14 December 2008 1:38 pm
sorry i was emo-ing on saturday..because i miss those whom i lost. and i realise that i don't have a super ultimate best friend who knows me inside out. i used to have 1 though.. nowadays, i tend to keep to myself.. when anybody ask me whether im ok.. i want to tell them, but i'll think and tell myself, my troubles are minor. and i will just smile and say nothing is wrong or i will just make a joke or something.. the world doesn't need anymore hurts anyway. who am i, just someone breathing, smiling. because im running from reality, and going to edge is like facing reality because its like the world revolves around samuel tan and everyone else is his calefair. because i miss piano.. so much so that i don't want to touch it.. till even looking at it makes my heart sting. sorry, but i closed the box and put it away. just watched 'The Sea Inside' a few days ago.. all of a sudden, i don't like euthanasia.. because i can relate to the elder brother. ramon is such an ass to think only about himself. what if someone close to him died, how would he feel. hurt. but he doesn't mind if he dies? what the crap. he's so selfish. i recommend going to rent the show and watch it. (: and just for the record, im an not attention seeker. Friday, 12 December 2008 1:21 pm
soo many things happened in so short a time..thank you dolly, yong gui, ames, marhini, cao xin, jamal, jean, dawn.. and so many so many more.. for being with me when i almost collapsed. even when i was lost for the few days.. i know you care.. thanks.. (: many many pictures.. dont know whether to post.. i'll post up sheena's birthday though.. i hope.. computer down, i shall try.
oh yeah.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA!~ |