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Monday, 24 November 2008 7:58 pm
Sunday, 23 November 2008 10:56 pm
im so very lazy to post pictures of friday.. go to http://www.youdontknowmi.blogspot.com/ if you really want to know or something...but friday was nice. (: too late. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES TAN!! Thursday, 20 November 2008 9:30 pm
 whees!! today is GLORIA CAI PEISHAN's birthday!! went to school early because dolly i wanted the trick candles so went frantic for a while trying to find them. found. =D thanks Dawn, your loved! (: actually yong gui already told aunty that we wanted to put the cake in her freezer from 9-5, today she turn 180degrees and said NO SPACE. fcukinknncblj roar! then we saw the birthday girl, so she follow us a while see whether have any stalls willing to help poor us.. THERE WERE NONE. ohh lordy.. so we decided to lug the cake up with us to pyscho tutorial.. saw Aaron, but he was unable to help.. tsk tsk tsk.. =D then we talked to the pyscho teacher.. he agreed to help us keep the cake in aircon room.. after much consideration.. 'ok lorr' so after tutorial followed him to his table.. and lo and behold!! his officemate has a fridge and allowed us to put the cake there!! ULTIMATE HIGH-NESS!! =D then during the second hour of bio, dolly and me ponded lecture.. =X went to buy powder.. then dolly got an sms from pineapple.. lols! so fuuny.. =P shh. then rushed back in time to collect cake and made it just in time for tutorial, cause cynthia just came.. WOOTS!! after tutorial, went to the stadium to celebrate GLORIA CAI PEISHAN's birthday!! from now, i shall talk no more.. let the pictures do the talking.. =D .JPG) .JPG) .JPG) .JPG)   .JPG)     .jpg)       love.(: 
Wednesday, 19 November 2008 7:51 pm
i had a craving to go to bugis street like yesterday..so today i asked mona whether she going.. but she wasn't.. so was a bit sad.. cause i wanted to go out today.. then after that joy, sheena, yuan ping, gloria, wan rong.. wanted to go bugis too.. so me and dolly tagged along.. yayys!! no regrets.. pei-ed 'ultimate' joy through some emo-ness.. (: SMILE BABE!! bought a shirt. cool-ness! i love it! anticipating tomorow, soo going to this wann 'someone' tomorow!! powder, water, etc... lovely!!~ cross fingers.. hope what i do next week can/will go smoothly. we ate 99cents sushi first.. top; sheena(on phone??!!!) and yuan ping.. (: bottom; dolly, joy, and mee!! at.. .... aiya.. c yurself lahh.. =P .JPG) joy's creation.. she put wasabi first, then add ginger.. lastly the soy sauce.. dipped her sushi in, and out fell the rice!! =D yulk, gross leh woman!! =D .JPG) dolly, me, joy.. so happens im the only one with the toot face.. ... so sue me. (:  hello joy.!! the toot faced too!! aww.. i still love you.. =D  wait. WHERES GLORIA??? Tuesday, 18 November 2008 10:52 pm
these are the various photos and a video.. (:dolly's on top, ila's on the left, marhaini's on the right..  the before.. how can they do things so fast la.. i only went to the toilet canns..  my cake.. (:  they asked me to take the candle out of the cake with my mouth!! luckily only 1 candle.. -whew-  after that i went to wash my hand and face.. came back and kena smashed.. -.-  oh my gosh.. i don't know what to say!! hahaa.. THANK YOU NR0826!!!~ I LOVE YOU GUYS!! today is a marvelous present.. =D the class celebrated my birthday with me!! oh PURE JOY!! recieved presents from ames, the net, wei fen, dolly, marhaini, idayu.. and some more.. (: ear hole, necklace, pencil case, nyp mug, body shop thingys, care bear, macau trip, cash, 3 cakes.. =D but, today is a present in itself.. during break the class smeared cream on mee!! then, wanted to smear cream on gloria but she ran away.. like she run so fast lah.. don't know for what.. hahaa.. after that went up to the labs.. and they got gloria there!! whee!!~ and, THURSDAY is GLORIA's BIRTHDAY!!!~ =D dear god: birthday wishes; ah gong will be alright, that's all i ask. amen. will post pictures when joy chui gives them to me.. (: sarah, even though your birthday did not start out well.. i hope you will be happy throughout the day.. i hope nobody will make you sad anymore.. because those people, are not much worth the while.. so; HAVE A HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SARAH TAN. (: i don't wish for extravagance. just saying it makes my day.. (: Monday, 17 November 2008 8:14 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNTY JOAN!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONIKA!! today aaron cancelled his lesson, which was first today, at about 8.00am!! and everyone was already out of the house that sort of thing.. -.- thanks lahh aaron.. so went to woodlands to eat LJS breakfast.. yum(: yes, i ate alot.. so i was hungry, is that a sin? =D then went back to school.. and did.. well, school things.. -.- btw; THANK YOU DOLLY FOR THE MUG!! iLOVEyou!! after that walked to amk hub outside with marhini because she has forty minutes and i had laziness to go home.. heh. Sunday, 16 November 2008 5:14 pm
i just want to declare..i love you guys!! jean, dawn, yixian, shawn, ezekiel, shu yi, cleone, slyvia, cliff, melissa, shenzhi, henry, bing shen.. and whoever else was there today and was in my ex-net.. (: thank you for the beautifully cute and delicous cake!! and the glamourously pretty necklace!! and the LOVELY singing voices!! (i forgot to add just now) (: i will tie the ribbon.. somewhere visible!! like, on my bag or something.. (: i will post the pictures, not so soon.. hahaa.. i have no cable and the pictures are with that samuel tan.. (who is soo soo soo NOT MUSCULAR!!!) >.- NEXT!! friday, night cycling.. sunday, ear piercing!!! ONWARDS PEOPLE!!~ =D Saturday, 15 November 2008 2:28 pm
these last few days, i keep thinking about my birthday..but friday/thursday night, a friend of mine said "why girl all like this wann? want people to remember your birthday.." i think that was like my wake up call.. cos after that, i didn't think about it anymore.. what a great relief.. (: cos i was thinking, that all i thought was myself, and it dawned on me, how selfish i was.. i have another extra doctor now.. and now a days, when i go docotrs.. everywhere i turn i see familiar nurses.. 'ain't that cool!!' -.- it sux. 啊公, 你要快快好.. ='( my sexaye bones!!  my lovely BIG eyes!! (take note small eyes people!!)jean! =D 
Thursday, 13 November 2008 9:05 pm
actually today didn't start out okae..dolly didn't come.. she had fever.. then after that ames came late so he had to rush to class.. so then i had to wait 1hour.. luckily pei yi also stayed back.. thank you!! so i waited. and then he rush me.. what the funny right? i oso never rush him can.. tsk. then WALK to amk hub.. zomg. my legs aren't meant to walk.. but then ok lahh.. he treated me ear piercing and andersons ice-cream.. rum and raisin.. YUM! then after that took 88 back.. then reached home help unty bring food to her house.. nice delicious food. (: then went to library to borrow books.. so random right? stupid legs. then went home.. granny went demented again.. so had to go down with her.. sorry to keep you waiting lahh.. so now im studying biology and waiting for dolly's info.. looong day mans.. sarah.. ganbatte!! this is nice too!! i miss this!! hahaa.. ok,ok.. i should stop surfing youtube and posting interesting things already.. (: Wednesday, 12 November 2008 11:15 pm
i found these..got some laughs out of it.. (: this is like uber funny.. don't understand nevermind.. i still love you!! hahaa!! this is random.. quite funny also lah.. but i think hossan leong nicer.. (: just a preference ok.. (: was looking around.. and i found, THIS; "I understand how scissors can beat paper, and I get how a rock can beat scissors, but there’s no fucking way paper can beat rock. Is paper supposed to magically wrap around rock and leave it immobile? Why the hell can’t paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can’t paper do this to people? Why aren’t sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they take notes in class? I’ll tell you why, because paper can’t beat anybody. A rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock paper scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit I’m sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole." LOL. LOL. LOL. LOL. LOL!!!! hope this will bring a smile to howsoever is reading this.. (: love ya!~ Tuesday, 11 November 2008 11:57 pm
and a specific person said i have changed.. that's bad. saw OM SHANTI OM at de PASAR MALAM.. BOUGHT IT!! woots!! nice show.. weird plot at first.. but.. nice!! (: i want to apologise to those people i vented these few days.. i don't know why.. but i just felt irritated then.. im sorry if i hurt your feelings.. when a promise is broken, it hurts. when you forget, it hurts. i, don't know what to feel.. disappointment? hurt? crushed? but you wouldn't care aniway.. you put your feelings away, not wanting to feel anything but happiness.. this few days, there were lots of dissapointments.. Monday, 10 November 2008 6:36 pm
why isit that everytime i see these kind of things.. i feel outed.am i still part of that past? i confess, i don't want to be a nothing in this world.. i want to influence, i want to have a best best friend. so far, even if i thought i achieved something.. it will always fall apart again somehow.. or it was never there.. im back to emoing.. because, this is the only place i can be myself.. this is the only place.. alot of people won't see.. this is the only place, the almost real sarah exist.. the sarah with hurts, pains, wounds.. i want, friends. real honest to truth friends.. is that so tough? Sunday, 9 November 2008 12:22 pm
if anything...i don't have like communicable disease.. HIV, dengue or something.. so.. don't mistaken.. .... even if i have.. will i still be in nursing course lah.. -.- aites. Saturday, 8 November 2008 11:31 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEONE!!!!continue... i soo don't see why people can don't go to see a doctor when their sick.. and i so don't see why i have to push someoneS to go.. and i so don't see why i have to go through with appointments when people around me don't care about their health too.. what? phobia of doctors? disgusting. jovi chong. get your butt in the polyclinic go see doctor. dorcas lau. you too. this is soo seriously the last time i shall say. do what you want. i don't have to care 'niways. WHATEVER LA. Friday, 7 November 2008 11:59 pm
i realise..that one should not trust any other. i tried trusting.. told that person not to say anything.. that mouth still opened. isn't it funny.. that the person you though you knew.. actually wasn't? that you thought you could trust that person.. but it turns out the opposite? oh my gosh.. i felt like a fool then.. to trust you.. thankfully, it wasn't that big a thing.. wierd. i thought you were one of my very good friends.. but obviously, you didn't think i was a good friend of yours.. hah!sarah tan, yr f-ed up. and to think, i knew you for such a long time.. it stings.. but i learnt a lesson. 原本想要回学校上Aaron的课.. 但, 还是来不急... hai..好emo worr.. so now.. have to do make up lesson... sianded cann.. then after that rushed to school to do project.. recieved a 'present'; pharmacological homework.. =( then rushed home; help them put up things, run down to buy balloons and stuff.. no thank yous.. -.- welcome lorr.. so freaking tired. thank you lorr sister. luckily they didn't call doctor to do the plug for me.. if they did..... (faints) the overwhelming exhaustation. blea. "Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you have decided to see beyond the imperfections" how true.. open your heart.. you will find alot of people willing to help.. don't wallow in self-pity.. it doesn't help, but make it worse.. don't think people have excluded you, but maybe, you have excluded yourself.. "choose to go through everyday with a smile" even if nobody sees your smile.. you will feel better.. give yourself the strength to pass through tests.. look to god for help.. i have no idea why i said these.. but maybe.. the special depressed someone out there reads this.. please.. please.. be the fun, cute, sweet person we all know.. to a special someone. (: Thursday, 6 November 2008 9:21 pm
today everybody was especially touchy...yes.. including me.. excluding that toh yong gui.. soo cannot tahan him.. soo lame!! just get me the big op and get over with it.. seriously. and stupid cramed schedules. soo looking forward to a holiday... =( Tuesday, 4 November 2008 11:58 pm
 =D and and.. there are WORMS and my dog's FOOD! =O yes yes.. luckily i didn't give him anything to eat...... YET.
=D the past few years.. even if anyone remembers my birthday.. its a birthday song, a small cake and maybe a card.. this year.. for some reason, i wonder if anyone remembers my birthday.. why? then i see so mani birthdays being celebrated.. i see presents given out.. and i keep thinking.. will i recieve any presents this year? will they still remember? will she, give me any present this year? will he keep his word? 14 more days.. exactly why, am i counting down? arrival time==>0033am tiredness!!!! Sunday, 2 November 2008 6:56 pm
nobody likes to be alone.16 more days. don't forget... again. Saturday, 1 November 2008 11:55 pm
pasted my butt in front of the computer today.. watched;  Your'e My destiny; Fated To Love You; 命中注定我愛你it's really nice.. how i wish that this type of shows never have an ending.. somehow, after i finish watching this kind of shows.. i can't get back into reality lk, *snap*, that.. im so soo tired now, but i don't feel like sleeping.. how nice.. if our lives are like filmed dramas.. .. sometimes, it is like drama.. but still, different.. because shows are, unrealistic. oh well, shows are shows.. woman! be realistic.. all i want for birthday and christmas is a DS with games, a DS with games, a DS with games.. (n jap too) hahaa.. the more i see it.. the more i want it.. i want it soo soo bad.. but, i can wait. till the price goes down, till someone gives me a second hand thing, till the day i graduate.. yes, i want it that bad.
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