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Sunday, December 13, 2009 1:16 PM
this song has been running around my head for 2 days.. hahaa! tired already not?
saw this awesome song on jeans blog.. eh nice leh!
christmas is coming!! ((: Wednesday, December 9, 2009 7:31 PM
OWNED!!!! =D oh btw. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HSIEN YEOW.!! and HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMES.!! have a blessed day(: Saturday, November 21, 2009 1:39 PM
yesterday was utterly DISGUSTING.even thinking about it now, i feel like retching. shouldnt have made a decision to go out with them yesterday. should have gone home when i could. yucks yucks yucks. Wednesday, November 18, 2009 1:15 AM
Happy Birthday to Mee!!! ((:may my birthday be happy and joyful.. and may the things that i want come true.. *blow* Saturday, November 14, 2009 3:26 PM
 im tired of being always funny, i want to get mad once in a while, get serious.. but noone ever takes me seriously.. surprise surprise. attachment seriously stinks. but anyways, its over and done already.. (: im sick. =( and theres school on monday.. and my birthday's coming.. but hey.. schools coming!! so is my birthday!! and i cant wait for liping to help me with tongue piercing.. XD and i wont think of the 3 morons at buangkok! hmph! waste of my time. peads attachmnet, lots of yucky things like the staff. for real. alot of politics, the ward nearly suffocated.. and a real cute blur doctor.. i know alot of people dont like him cause he really is blur and quite messy.. but i like his smile and pink cheeks and him trying to win a losing fight over case files when the nurses are passing report.. hahaa(: the thing i regret is that i didnt spend enough time with the patients.. in lipings ward, they get to play cards and all with them.. in our ward its like work work work. like stupid right. furthermore we were, or i was, still a little hungover from imh... seriously, half way through attachment i found myself thinking, why nursing? why living? seriously stinks. im never going back THAT hospital again!! mummy daddy's going to europe for 2nd honeymoon.. and i have school. and have to take care of the 2 tans. tsk. oh Lord Jesus give me your strength.. amen. miss miss dolly and kak and all.. -sigh- monday. (: Thursday, November 5, 2009 7:50 AM
PAEDS STINKS!!!!!!The more i think about imh, the more i want to go back there and work, the more sad i'll be. i really wonder how i get past life these days at peads, childrens. its disgusting. everything there's disgusting. i miss J. i miss M. i miss WY. i miss BB. i kind of miss E. i kind of miss B. i miss the experience and the relationships.. during orientation " L.O.V.E's the word." on the last day "break the relationships, take the learning experience and leave." i think its pure cruelty, school should extend 2 more weeks and rid peads. we aren't even allowed to do anything at peads so theres time to slack and slacking makes people tired. i'd rather work nonstop, like w47.. and at the end of the day there sould be satisfaction and not weariness. i getting rather tired of nursing these past few days.. should i change profession? and then theres the bond from cgh to consider, do i really want it? im tired of being there but being alone. you know how it is? when your alone in a different race group and all they talk is their language? and yet they blame you for not understanding them. thanks for the friendship. i want to bitch it to them, but its sooo gonna affect the relationship especially within the group. i wonder why do they not see how childish they are, not thinking about others. i ain't pissed, just bloody irritated. thats y going to work and after work i like to look out for liping(: she makes my day, makes me laugh, keeps me going. thanks babe, even though i know she won't see this, but thanks.(: its a horrid mess. life's a bitch and im caught in its tangled web. Monday, October 26, 2009 6:45 PM
  forgive me for wanting such a cute cute person for a brother! and yes i took his picture without him knowing.. dont sue me. =D Thursday, October 22, 2009 9:26 PM
today, as i sit there and listen.i can actually feel the pain from the patient. and i know this sounds weird but i almost cried.. at the end i dont understand how they treat it as another good case, another good interview. theres so much pain you just feel like hugging him and tell him its alright that he is in safe hands.. but you cant. aiyaa.. i dunno why i so emo after the interview/ mental state examination.. and i keep thinking about it thinking about how i want to help him but i cant, and he's in a different ward too. he's really such a nice person, and if i can i would really want to help him and see him grow. he said he wants to be a tuition teacher, and he said he has a girlfriend, so why doesnt he have hope for his future? haish. emo. J is damn cute! =P so is thomas.. and the dunno what kah.. i forgot his name.. =X M is such a sweet sweet fellow and E is soo good in socialising.. so many many bright futures i see, but yet im only here for 2 weeks. its a sad thing really. then i come home, i read jean's blog and realise im soo not in touch with society.. life now is, work home sleep work home sleep. tsk. i dont even get to see ila often too! =( crap. i just realise tom orrow is friday and we havent finish preparing for activity.. oh no! must go find liping.. oh by the way.. i realise that advertisments should put words like crop or crisp.. someone who happen to glance through will be reading the word 'crap' and have to read again.. its darn funny.. happen alot of time already.. or maybe im just old and my mind is playing illusions.. lols! =X anyways, good nights. Wednesday, October 21, 2009 4:45 PM
sleep is essential during attachment. especially when one is attachment to IMH, woodbridge.. seriously.therefore, the mini number of people who actually spend time to read this blog, i appreciate you. in turn, be thankful. HA! =X big and rounded eyes, full of emotion lights up beautifully when he smiles full of yearning sadness when he stands at a corner wonderful creation of God a child stuck in time that cute irresistible hello just makes me want to bring him home his darn darn darn cute.. and if i had it my way, i want him as my brother. dear God, exchange please!! he reminds me of the patient who had a broken leg.. such trusting eyes, yet i hurt him. i feel so sad.. if i could i'll turn back time and maybe do something about it.. oh nevermind, i doubt someone understands. morning shift tomorrow, damn it. bipolar A.D.O.N works morning, shit. and the pt. is discharged today! cannot see his darn cute face and his darn cute smile saying hi. ='( Monday, October 19, 2009 9:27 PM
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